Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I'm Desperate

So, I'm getting down to the crunch!

I am desperate to find a job...I have to make rent, and I honestly don't think I'm going to be able to do it. I have no skills, I don't have a college degree or university education...I've got bits and pieces of here and there stuff. And forget anything else outside of flipping burgers. For God sake! I dont want to flip burgers for the rest of my life, I want to do something that counts! And right now, I'm broke...my bank balance...is in the negatives...credit card...well, pretty much the same thing...I'm drained...and it's really pissing me off because I cant do anything with my life....I just feel like a waste. I may as well be looking for the price of a plane ticket to go back home. It's pretty pathetic...I'm 26 years old, and I dont know what I want to do with the rest of my life....I'm a waste of time, energy, space, of life....my life is wasting away....I might as well just go back home, because I cannot do it on my own.

I thought coming out here, I'd be able to make some sort of money, and pay my student debts back...but I cant even do that. So, I'm going to look at airline tickets back home...it's all I can think of right now.